when will this illness end?

hey there.

how are you guys?

do read my blog and feel free to leave comments,

i am really sick of this life and as i said there is nothing to do in life,

a wrote a couple of articles for the news papers about accid attacks and about the need for there to be more books and about how people in pakistan need to deal with mental illness,

they got published in nation and daily times,etc.

as i said before the US government is covering up UFO consiparacy theories and i do want to visit area 51,

most likely to meet shirely maclaine.

i might go to lahore for eid next month for about a week, i still have the book 

by gary renard called    "disappearance of the universe".

  obsessive compulsive disorder still screws  up thing , well it can go to hell and can screwed up some where.

i have compulsions in school , doing stuff again and again and i have had just about enough with this illness,

i have the chinese writers book "red sorghum'

by Mo Yan and i have that book which my father brought from china.

i will go to the readings book shops when am in lahore, and

 on friday , a few days ago i went to a great party in marriot hotel of islambad and they were serving alcahol and the  party was on,

there were poeple from the US,

it did not look like pakistan and it seemed as if youve entered a night club of new york,

i will go to Thailand in december to party and hit the night clubs of bangkok and the beaches pf pattaya.

i might by PG.Woodhouse or Reza Aslan's book 

i want to die because this illness has taken a toll on me and i can not take it any more,

this is the tipping point like malcom gladwell's book,

i do want to party in bangkok and dance the night away on gagnam style or bruce springsteen,

the dinner at marriot was quite lavish actually,

i will party in bangkok but the compulsions continue to ruin me

why cant i go to some other planet and meet aliens in UFOS'

i do go to the doctor,

my blog had views from all over the world including israel,

i will be gone to lahore on the daweoo bus for eid, 

i studied law today and do want to dance in thailand....

 bye,

danial tanvir,

Islamabad,Pakistan.

24rth of september,2013.