Tuesday, October 30, 2012

i am in search of a Sufi Saint!!!.

I am how ever in a search for A great Sufi Saint how will end all the misery and oppression and will free me of all worries, i am waiting for a miracle , how ever, i know that miracles do not happen just like that.
life is nothing but endless suffering,
there has to be a way out of all this nonsense in life.
i was watching a very stupid movie called "around the word in 80 days"
i go through great misery in my whole life.
today i was very upset due to the compulsions i have,.
i also heard voices today,.
i will be going  to islamabad on  the 7nth of november when my father comes from china.
i will enjoy over there and i do miss islamabad a lot,
i want to read many books but am unable to due to the thoughst that i get that bother me to a great extend.
i want to become a writer.
i do believe in black magic.
i will be meeting a great Sufi saint who will help me,.
i want Sir Salman Rushdie to read   my book and give his comments on it,.
i do love my grand mother Nasreen Safdar Butt.


Saturday, October 27, 2012

Mohsin Hamid's How to Get Filthy Rich in Rising Asia

I have read both  the Mohsin Hamid books

"moth smoke' and 'the  reluctant fundamentalist and i can not WAIT to read his new  book,
i love this guy and i want to see him win the booker prize,.
i am missing islamabad and will  go  there on the daewoo buy when my father is back from China,.
i have met mohsin hamid and i might end up  reading both his previous books again,

Friday, October 26, 2012

i LOVE Islamabad!!!!!!!.

i am in lahore,pakistan,
and one should think about how it is like to be rotting on the streets of life,.
life is nothing but endless sufferings and injustice.
i will have to do the compulsions (obsessive compulsive disorder)
, to close taps and switches in my grand parents house,
as a matter of fact this girl Malala has become a celebrity over night.
i have read about her.
i MISS  the party scene of islamabad,
well screw these bloody compulsions.
i like to go to papasallis in islamabad and have chicken pizza and mountain dew,.
i love each and every thing about my beloved city of islamabad,
then we have the macdonalds park where i go for long walks with my father,
my father is GREAT!.
we also have kohsar market where we have a  book shop called london books and we also have gloria jeans.
i might go to BANGKOK,THAILAND , in january,.
black magic does exist my friend.
I cant wait for the day i will be going to islamabad from lahore on the daewoo bus and my father and driver will come to pick me up,
my best friend Danish Jahangir Khan abandoned me,.
islamabad is heavenly,
then we have marriot hotel and sarena,
i remember where the marriot bombing happened,
i was in lahore and heard the news and came to islamabad, was trying to read Mohsin Hamid and also Frederich Nietzsche,.
Bangkok will be great,
i want to do paragliding in patayya like i did before in phuket,
i went for a walk around zaman park and like it,. tried to check out feryal ali gauhar but could not find her,.
i got to the imperial school and it is great,.i miss the PARTY scene of Islamabad and have to dance all night long,.

obsessive compulsive disorder,book shops of kathmandu,streets of bangkok,zaman park,lahore and saeed book bank,islamabad.

i can never forget the book shops of kathmandu,nepal and i can never forget the day i did paraglding in phuket,thaialand,
both these places were heavenly,
they are reall great places,.
the compulsions drive me insane,
i might have to  close switches and taps at my grand parents house,.
i love it in islamabad,
there is a book shop called saeed book bank over there which  is nice.
i want to read noam chomsky,
they cover their head at the sound of the Azaan,
tomorrow is eid,
no one reads my blog,.
what about area 51?
i might go to bangkok in january with my great father,.i will go to patayya and do paragliding,
i will also party all night long on the streets of bangkok and will make friends from all over the world,
have choclate nutella pan cakes and listen to bob marley,,'
where the universe keep on going?
mohsin hamid;'s new book "how to get filthy rich in dieing asia" will be out this march , 2013,
life is actually worst than hell and the sufferings will not end,.bye,danny t.

Thursday, October 25, 2012

Ayaan Hirsi Ali,tech society compulsions and the party scene of islamabad.

hello there
its danial tanvir,
i have had a  very miserale life because of obsessive compulsive disorder and also due to schizophrenia.
i really miss islamabad,
i love the party scene of islamabad.
i bought a few books from readings book shop'like infidel by ayaan hirsi ali and miracles by cs lewis and descent into chaos by ahmed rashid,.
i must read all these bloody books,
i am at my step fathers house in zaman park, lahore,.
i go to the imperial school in islamabad,.
i will start reading infidel, i love the books i have and have bought,.
eid is the day after tomorrow,.
the day after it is called taru.
having to go to my grand parents house in tech society is worst than a night maire because when ever i go there, i end up closing switches and taps in the whole house,.
for example the compulsions till bothers me , having to close taps in the bath room and switches in some rooms,.this is ocd (obsessive compuslive disorder) and is worst than hell,.
this is no laughing matter,
it is a very serious problem and can make a persons life literally hell,.
i might go to saeed book bank in islamabad and buy karen armstrong or noam chomsky   books,.
i hope these compulsions get lost,.
i miss canada while listening to the song "hai junoon'
it is an indian song,.
i want to read hundreds of books,,
i went for a walk in the zaman park today,.
i enjoy going to readings book shop,.
the obsessive thoughts do bother me,
now life is nothing but endless suffering,.
the west is the best.
i miss the party scene of islamabad , my school,my house , every thing,.
i am severely ill,,
i have some serious problems,.
it seems as if some ones has cursed me,.
no sufi saint or jesus can come to help you,
this life is not hell , it is worst than hell,.
i have the  book "the known world' by edward p jones to read,
i will open up my room is islamabad and inahbit it with books and new papers,.
i hang out at the hot spot ice cream place in islamabad where teenagers come and rock the dance floor,.
i am counting the days to go to islamabad but the worst part is the compulsions in tech society , like closing taps and switche,
dam?thats sucks/

Friday, October 19, 2012

books,philosophy and bangkok twilight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......

hello there
its me Danial Tanvir.
i am in rawapindi right now.
i live in islamabad.
i might be going to lahore tomorrow from islamabad  on the daewoo bus , i always enjoy tavelling on daewoo although they give rotten things to eat.
the journey is pretty nice.
my father is going to china for 2 weeks time and i will have to stay in lahore although i have no interest in going there,.
i will be there on eid and i always enjoy that.
i will go to the readings book shop and buy books.
i am thinking of getting Noam Chomsky or Ayaan Hirsi Ali ,
by the way Sir Salman Rushdie's new memoir is out , i want to read it,
i just finished reading hisham matars new book ,.
i also read Irshad Manji's book on Islam.
no one reads my blog and nor does any one email me,.
i was in washington dc in 1998  , and i have not beeen to the USA since 2003 , i really want to go there because the east is oppression and the west is freedom but what about Bangkok?

i go to school and study law and meet the girls and boys over there,.
and the party scene of islamabad is really on.
we rock the dance floor in the ice cream place called hot spot and the ice cream is good and all the teenagers hang out over there,.
the party scene is great of islamabad and we party all night long,.
i have obsessive compulsive disorder and have to close switches and taps in two  houses in lahore,pakistan, i hope this ends soon,.i am at my uncles house Talmeez Abbas.
i miss Canada specially tim hortons and the chapters book shop, i want to read several thousand books,.
pakistan is  a very dangerous country , you saw one thing wrong and you are gone,.
i dont like crickiter and politician imran khan for some reason,.
i like to party all night long, in karachi they have liberty books and my grand fathers sister buys me books from there,.
i love the hotel villa cha cha in bangkok and i might go there in december or january.
in islamabad they have saeed book bank and mister books,.
i want to take Sir Salman Rushdie for chocolate ice cream,.
i was in Hawaii in july , 2003 and it was heavenly , i just went for chocolate ice cream,.
After reading irshad manji , i too belive i can write  a book ,.
i just want to go to lahore and come back to islamabad quicky and never have to go back there again ,. my school is called imperial in islamabad and it set for a party time,. i hope that i become better and recover from all this ,. i might go to hotel crown plaza for high tea with my father,.

i am at crown plaza right now and have to go to lahore tomorrow,. i dont want to go there,. i want to go to the book shops of kathmandu and live in the  heart of bangkok.
bye  ,danial tanvir,.