Thursday, January 12, 2012

what is life?

what is life all about ?
why are we here?
why are we in this world?
why is this happening to us?
we are born in to this world with no fault of our own?
why is life so miserbale?
why is there so much injustice and misery in the world?
why is there unspekable pain every where in this world?
why cant i get rid of obsessive compulsive disorder?
why is life is miserbale and worth less?.
why ?.
there are just less than 2 weeks before going to Singapore,
i really hope that the compulsions end before that , hope fully,
i will be gone on the bus from lahore to islamabad,
from there to dubai to sinagpore to malaysia , back to singapore , to dubai and to islamabad,
that is cool
i enjoyed looking at the books in the book shop today "readings"
i hope i have a party time ,.
regards,Danial Tanvir,.

Bangkok was great!.

i can never forget what a great time i had in Bangkok,
i partied all night long,
i went to different night clubs and disco's and partied like any thing,
Bangkok consists of small streets where people are enjoying them selves, smoking and drinking away , not caring about any thing,
listening to music and dancing the night away,
it was truly amazing and heavenly,
i love my father and i travelled to Bangkok with him,
i would love to make more trips like this and enjoy,
i hope that i am cured of obsessive compulsive disorder, i have to control it and disucss the issues with my mother,
i keep on listening to music i like,
i hope i can go to Bangkok again and have fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

life sucks like any thing!.

well hello there
, today i went to school , i met some friends , i studied maths but could not study law,
then the driver came to pick me up and took me to tech society , which is my grand parents house,
for some reason i suddenly felt so angry and miserable,
angry with my self and at the world,
i listened to music like by Bryan Adams and also by Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan,
i have never felt so angry with life as i did today ,
i don't know why i did,
from there i went to the book shop called "readings" in Lahore.
i spent 15 to 20 minutes there , i came across many books which includes"the gay science" by Friedrich Nietzsche
and also "a clergyman's daughter" by George Orwell
i bought "a case of exploding mangoes"
by mohommad hanif and "reading lolita in tehran"
by Azar Nafisi,
i looked at books and then went to macdonalds.
i hope that the compulsions end and i am abale to enjoy in Singapore!.
obsessive compulsive disorder it worst than hell and is nerve wrecking,.
i hope these compulsion stop and i am able to enjoy
,go to the book shops in singapore and dance the nigth away like i did in Bangkok,
regards,Danial Tanvir,.

waiting for the miracle!.

the compulsions are bothering me as i have talked about them before my friends,
i have some serious obsessive compulsive disorder which is terrible , how ever , i am not that weak , i am fighting this bloody illness,
i hope that these compulsions end,
the great news is that i am going to Singapore on the 24rth or 25th of January,2012.
that is truly great,
it will be out of this,
i keep on listening to this song "move like jagger" and missing Bangkok,.
may this illness end and i am able to live a peaceful life,
i just want to party all night long and enjoy,
Danial Tanvir,.

singapore life?,.

hello there,
i really hope that God helps me and these compulsions stop and i am able to go to Singapore in peace,
oh God please have pitty on me and end my worries,.
i cant wait to go to singapore and party all night long!.

Saturday, January 7, 2012

obsessive compulsive disorder and singapore!.

well helllo there,
today i woke up and started feeling un well,
i had the compulsions, i had to touch the switches in the porch and the balcony three times,
dam, it was terrible,
it still bothers me,
i like to blog,
since i can write any thing on my blog,
i might be going to Islamabad in a few days time from where i will fly off to sinagpore,./
i hope i have a blast over there,
i do like Gandhi,.
i will part all night long only if it was not for these compulsions,.
i will be on dubai airport for a few hours and will get the visa for malaysia from singapore,
this is great,
but the compulsions still bother me,.
bye,danial tanvir,.

Singapore,here i come!.


well hello there,
today i did not do much,
i just checked my mail and blogged alot.
i got a few emails from author Mohsin Hamid ,
he told me that he had read Frederich Nietzsche,.
he recommended me to read "a case of exploding mangoes" by Mohommad Hanif and also "cloud atlas"by David Mitchell,.
i hope i will be able to read books soon,.
i still have obsessive compulsive disorder, have to do things again and again like closing taps,drawers,switches,drawers,cupboards,etc.
i have to touch the switches in the balcony and close taps in a room in islamabad,
this is just a small example of all the compulsions i have,.
i do miss Canada , specially the hard rock cafe in Toronto,.
i have many books to read,
i am really looking forward to going to Singapore,
i hope that there are good book shops over there,.
i will have a party time over there,.
i really like the x files and specially the movies "national treasure"
and "national treasure:book of secrets'
i love that movie,.i cant wait to go to the book shops in singapore,.
like i had a blast in Bangkok,
and i hope that the compulsions end soon.
i will also be gone to the London Olympics in september,2012.
i would have gone to Bangkok if it was not for the floods.
bye,Danial Tanvir,.

readings book shop Lahore!,.

readings is a great book shop in Lahore,Pakistan,.
it is a small book shop and has alot to offer,
it is different sections of books , some about religion , some about philosophy and romance, novels,etc,.
it is a great book shop and the prices are absolutely amazing.
there is a section where you can get novels in a good condition for 25 , 20 and even 10 rupees,.

and the books are in a good condition,.
it is unbelievable,.
i have been to this book shop many times and you can get almost any kind of book from there,
it is one of the best book shops i have been to,.
i have bought many books from there , which includes
"three junes' by Julia Glass,.
which was a national book award winner,
"all the pretty horses" by Cormac macCarthy
,which also won the national book award,
"right ho jeeves" by PG Wood House as my father alway tells me to read PG WoodHouse,
and Friderich Nietzsche 'thus spoke zarathsutra'
the prices are great ,i have not read any of these books but i will wheni am free,.
i read 12 pages of the book "the number one ladies detective agency" by Alexander mcCall Smith,.
i love that book shop,
this is what i like about Lahore , my other favourite place is "coffee,tea and company" , as the locals call it "ctc",
i like to sit there , i have a plate of french fries , a chocolate dutch milk shake and a chocolate cookie!,.
bye,Danial Tanvir,.

Christopher Hitchens death!.

well hello there,
this is Danial Tanvir,
i have been working on my book which i will publish in a few years time,
i might be going to Singapore in a few weeks time and i am looking forward to it , seriously!.
i was very upset and disturbed to hear about authot Christopher Hitchens death ,he wrote many book including "God is not great:how religion poisons every thing" and "hitch22"a memoir,
he passed away last month ,.
he was a friend of Salman Rushdie , he was an atheist and admired people like Thomas Pain and George Orwell,
it is very unfortunate that i have not been able to read any of his books.
may his soul be at peace and one day i will write a book like him!,

books should not be so expensive in Pakistan.

for a country to progress its people must be educated.
education is knowledge and where does knowledge come from?.the answer is simple =books.books are a man's best friends,this is the saying of authors,intellectuals and poets.
how ever the books in our country Pakistan are very expensive for the common man to afford.
in our neighbouring country India, the books are very cheap and is in reach of the common man in Pakistan it is totally opposite.this is a grave situation and some thing must be done about this.if we want to flourish as a nation we must encourage people to read book,
already hardly any one reads books and by making them so expensive , we are discouragingpeople from reading books.this is must be changed and the government should do some thing to decrease the price of books.
what the government should do is that they should remove all taxes from the import of books and should also publish the books locally.

how can a country progress when we do not encourage people to be educated.
we should also upgrade our libraries and there should be more libraries made so that people can be educatedand read and do not have to spend money on buying books.all these steps will encourage people to read and people will gain knowledge and we will thrive and progressas a sovereign state. we must find a solution to these kinds of problems.this would be a great service to humanity.

Friday, January 6, 2012

why i believe in Aliens and in UFO'S?.

I believe that there are many planets and many forms of life and it is too obvious that there are aliens.I am sure that there are aliens and UFOs and it could even be true that they could be monitoring us and know every thing that we do , they could be monitoring the frequency of our thoughts and if some one suits the criteria then they abduct him. how can it be that there is such a big universe and it keeps on going on and on and there is no other form of life , how can it be , there just has to be life out side earth and the aliens have been visiting us , I strongly believe in the existence of aliens.they will take me and they will teach and educate me and they how ever are much more advanced then us , they are above all this , they gave up on these things many decades ago and I mean God and religion!. I am so happy about this , they are already here and they have built underground tunnels like in the "dragon's triangle" and in the "Bermuda triangle" and they how ever are monitoring all of us and they don't want to harm us although they can so for that you should thank them and did I tell you about my dream in which the alien was so excited to have me on board a space ship , well maybe that was real and maybe they abducted me from my room inIslamabad a few months ago!. they're coming and I got this great enlightenment in around November , 2007 when Shirley McClain came on Larry king live and helped me as well as gaveme the great message!. it could be that the aliens know every thing about us and are much more advanced than us but then why did they not contact us but they are friendly people because they are much more advanced than us and they could have destroyed us but they did not so they are much more advanced than us. the aliens might come soon to us. maybe they are trying to give us some special hidden message. when some one talks about the existence of aliens or UFOs , other people take it as a joke , they can relate aliens and UFOs to the cartoons that little children watch but they can not think for them selves , that there is a possibility , a very strong possibility and likelihood that there is life out side earth I am sure in my belief that there is life out side earth and that there are many civilizations of aliens out there.

my trip to Thailand ,2011.

me and my father decided to go to Thailand as it was easy to get a visa and because Bangkok was just a few hours flight away from Islamabad,.i had never been to Thailand although my father had,.it was my first time in Thailand so i was very excited and was looking forward to going there,.i boarded the plane from Thailand from Islamabad,.the air hostesses greeted me and were very Friendly..we reached Bangkok and we travelled on the sky train to our hotel, the sky trainis the train that runs through the city,.we checked in to a hotel,.the city was amazing, the sky line was wonderful , the skyline of Bangkok can be compares with new yorkor with any big city,.there were countless high rise building and there are tourists from all around the world , Germany,Canada,France , etc,.the traffic of Bangkok is at least hundred times the traffic of Islamabad , Islamabad seems to be a smallvillage as compared to Bangkok.the malls of Bangkok go on and on for miles,.
my father had always told me about "the khao san road"this is where we stayed , the name of the hotel we stayed in was called "villa cha cha"
the khao san road is a tourist destination in Bangkok, it is a lovely place , the streets go on and on and it is full of disco's and night clubs , in fact the whole of Bangkok is full of night clubs and every one is in a mood to party,i really liked the khao sanroad , i had lots of fun talking to foreignersand exchanging emails with them,it was great , i had a time of my life,i never enjoyed so much as i did in Bangkok , the hotel was great and the people are very lovingand kind,.
there also good books where you can get books in English although some of the books are in Thai,.there are places where they give you a massage and there is a fish spa.there are countless stalls where they serve you banana chocolate pan cakes,.Buddhists are very peace ful people ,.they are hundreds of hotel and restaurants , they go on and on.
after visiting Bangkok , we flew our to was a flight of one and a half hour to phuket from Bangkok.i arrived in phuket , how ever it was raining.i went all over the city , there were some shopping malls as well as some food courts,you could find Starbucks and burger kings every where,i went to the beach of phuket m it was amazing , it was truly magical , i have been to Hawaii,i have seen the beach of Hawaii and trust me it was much better , i stayed in phuket for a few days , went to the night clubs , metpeople from all around the world,the head line of the trip was that i did snorkeling in the sea near some thing which is calledthe Phi Phi island and what is even more amazing in that i i did para sailing in phuket,there was a rope tied to the boat and i was up in the sky with the parachute , i could see all of Phuket from up there and i was shouting,.
It was great and i had a blast of a time, .the best place i liked was the Khao san road ,i enjoyed that a lot,. i will never forget this trip and i would like to go to Thailand again and again ,.Thailand is a great country and a major tourist attraction and the people are very good and peaceful!.

my trip to Nepal,2010.

i had taken a flight to karachi from Islamabad and then a flight on to and my father visited Nepal , we decided to go there because it was close by and because Pakistanis do not need a visato go father had traveled there before as i arrived late night in Kathmandu , it was dark and i was sleepy and tired so i went off to the coming days when i was in Nepal ,i roamed the streets of thamel .the streets of thamel were amazing.after every few steps you can find a book shop or a CD shop.the book shops are amazing and the books are cheap , you can findalmost any kind of book over there.i think that there must be more book shops in thamel then there are in the whole of pakistan.there were countless small book shops but the ones which i liked were "the summit book shop' and "the pilgrimage book shop"i am a book lover and i went crazy over there with so many book shops.i discovered more of Kathmandu including the night life of thamel.the night life was amazing. there were countless night clubs and people were enjoying them selves.we discovered a cafe which was known as "the reggae bar'out of all the bars "the reggae bar" was the best.people went wild over there and partied all the reggae bar , every day there was a band performing live music and there was a balcony from where you can seethe buildings of Kathmandu .every one was interested in seeing the foot ball matches over there.we used to go there every night and rock the dance floor , people were enjoying them selves and they were smoking and drinking the night away.they did not care about any thing , they just wanted to enjoy their lives.the tourists over there are very friendly.i enjoyed my trip to Kathmandu a can find people from all over the world from Brazil to is difficult to find a Pakistani over there.Nepal although under developed is a free country in the sense that you have the freedom to do what you want to do and what you wantto believe in.i met a lady who had met dalai lame and a man from south Africa who had met nelson mandela.Nepal is a fabulous country.for a long time i had been wanting to meet some Buddhist saints.i visited many temples over there and prayed over there.i met many Buddhist monks who preached me about Buddhism.Buddhists are very nice and peace loving people.there were a lot of Buddhist monks in Nepal and there are count less temples over there.we went to meet a Buddhist monk but he was busy and we were un able to meet him.there were a lot of books and information available over there .they recommended a book called "what makes you not a Buddhist"my father liked the Buddhist monasteries so much that he wanted to come and live in Nepal and learnmore about Buddhism.they do not even harm animals.i also went to some mosques where i met the imam.we took the mountain flight to see the mount everest.we also went to another city called pokhara which was so beautiful and there was a lake in the middle of it.we made many friends.we lived in different hotels and spent count less hours on the streets of thamel which was amazing.on the last night i rocked the dance floor and every one was dancing around me.i had a great time in Nepal and it was a trip of a life time.i would recommend people to visit this amazing country and specially the streets of thamel which were out of this world!.