the compulsions are bothering me as i have talked about them before my friends,
i have some serious obsessive compulsive disorder which is terrible , how ever , i am not that weak , i am fighting this bloody illness,
i hope that these compulsions end,
the great news is that i am going to Singapore on the 24rth or 25th of January,2012.
that is truly great,
it will be out of this,
i keep on listening to this song "move like jagger" and missing Bangkok,.
may this illness end and i am able to live a peaceful life,
i just want to party all night long and enjoy,